It’s been a year… already since walking in the doors… a year of learning, of trying…. A year of more good then bad. A year of letting these amazing people get to know me for me through the ups and downs. Despite the bad days I have had I still feel unbelievably blessed to have this opportunity in life. I still have days where I wonder why these people care so much. And question if they truly love me for me. In my heart though I know they do.
My mind has been my worst enemy, ever since I can remember. These thoughts that race through my mind telling me I’m not good enough, everyone leaves eventually, but I’m more determined than ever to fight against these thoughts and work through them. I’ve spent my whole life since the day I came into this world fighting, so I will continue to do so.
I’ve always felt so alone, so afraid. I’m not anymore. This I know from the bottom of my heart. I can breathe. I can feel again. I look forward to what else I will learn from these amazing wonderful people. They lend me strength when I am weak. Hope when fear comes crashing over me like waves. They believe in me, and it makes me believe in myself.
It’s been a year… of changes, of growth, of love and laughter.
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