So I know that if I have anyone out there reading this it mostly likely won’t be many. This is just a way for me to express myself and get stuff off my mind I suppose. I’m no poet and I’m definitely not a writer, so please don’t let me fool you into thinking I’m one. I’m far from it. Honestly I’m quite the mess of a person anyone else is to be honest. At 30 I still have no real clue what I want to truly do with my life. Not that it stops me from listening to all of my friends and their problems and doing my best to help them solve them especially if it means avoiding my own problems for just a little bit longer. See with everything I’ve been through I’ll get to that at a later entry I’ve found that writing and writing poems helps me. I just do it for fun, but someone close to me seems to want to encourage me to publish some of my work. It makes me take a step back and think is that really what I want? Could I touch others with my words? Seems I have a decision to make.