Why do I feel like this?

Life seems to always want to throw these damn huge curve balls at me as if I haven’t had enough of them. One minute I’m feeling fine and it’s as if the littlest thing sets me off and on that downward spiral I go. My whole go is to move forward not backwards…. But I also know in order to heal you have to face your past head on.

I think at this moment I’m at some sort of impasse and don’t know which way I will choose. Guess I’ll find out when it’s time. This thing called life….